Its Friday again *hehe*... Yesterday was on leave cos attending ah xiong ROM n i m the witness *haha* first time as witness position go ROM centre muhaahaahaa quite song la the feeling haha... The bride is so beautiful and is so wonderful to see a new couple married the feeling is so sweet!!!! And once again i will start thinking when will it be my turn to step into the ROM centre BUT the position is BRIDE *muhaahaahaa* think still long ba ~haiz sianzation... A lot of my frends is getting married n wif their own children *cry* WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN!!!!! okie i noe i think of married think until mad liao *whahahahaha* but i wont rush him anymore let natural take course... I haf a serious thought i think of giving him n miie 1 more year if no action is done by him then i think i will leave him i don wanna waste my time since he haf no intention to married miie, youth is very important to a woman... Haiz sometime i was thinking maybe single will be much better cos there will be no quarrel no arguement no heart pain no tears n no worry BUT i just cant bear to put down this r/s I BECOME A WEAKER i realli feel so sian n tire in this r/s i donno wad more i can do for him i m just so sick BUT i just cant live without him!!! I wanna be a strong n independent woman BUT i cant and now i m trying hard to!!!! I put too much love in this r/s and my heart pain is so deep everytime nobody will understand nobody will know...
